Ellie

wait!

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 03:28:04 GMT

o yeah and its either feast or famine. kewl. bad timing is gay.

grounded. bored.

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 03:22:05 GMT

SECTION 1: ABOUT YOURSELF
Known as:ellie
Live in: da nati
Hair color: brown
Eye color: brown
Fears: needles, cheryl crow

SECTION 2: HAVE YOU EVER
Cheated on someone? yes
Been Cheated on? no
Fallen off the bed? once right before picture day in 3rd grade got a scar cool
Had your heart broken? yeah
Had a dream come true? yes
Done something you regret? YES YES YES
Cheated on a test? alot

SECTION 3: RANDOM
What are you wearing? blue shorts purple shirt gray zip up
Listening to? Mary Jo- belle&sebastian
Located? my room
Watching? nothing
What you should REALLY be doing? um nothing im grounded.

SECTION 4: DO YOU
Brush your teeth? yes
Like anybody? mmm hmm
Have any piercings? yes
Drive? yes
Drink? yes
Got a Cell? yeah and its taken away. killlll me.

SECTION 6: THE LAST PERSON YOU
Hugged? chap
Kissed? chap
IMed? brian
Talked to on the phone? celeste
Yelled at? mom

SECTION 7: PERSONAL
What do you want to be when you grow up? indiana jones- the girl version
What has been the best day of your life? teh one day with celeste when i had mono
What comes first in your life? uhhhh
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yep
What do you usually think about before you go to bed? thoughts
Do you love your family? yeah except my stepmom

SECTION 8: FAVORITE
Movie: indiana jones
Song: it just is-rilo kiley
Group: hmmm Sparklehorse= current, i guess brand new too
Relative: hot ex-step cousin, sike my baby siblings
Sport: volleyball
Ice Cream Flavor: cookie dough
Fruit: strawberries or peaches
Candy: milky way
Holiday: halloween
Day of the Week: friday
Time of day: dont have one
Color: orange
Name for a Girl: evelyn aha
Name for a Boy: ryan leigh wells

SECTION 9: DO YOU
Like to give hugs? yes!
Like to give kisses? 'course
Like to walk in the rain? yeah
Like to travel? yep
Sleep on your side, tummy or back? stomache
Have a Pet? fat boy pablo

SECTION 10: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT
Abortion: pro choice
Smoking: not for meee
Suicide: lame
Summer: with out swim practice--dooo meeeee

SECTION 11: THIS OR THAT
Pierced tongue or nipples? gross
Single or taken? taken
MTV or BET? making the band 3
Sugar or salt? sugar
Silver or gold? silver
Chocolate or flowers? flowers
Color or Black-and-white photos? either
Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late
Hot or cold? hot
Sun or moon? sun
Left or Right? right
10 Acquaintances or one best friend? best friend
Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
Spring or Fall? fall
Happy or sad? happy
Wonder or amazement? ???
Mexican or Italian food? it-tal-in (if your names celeste)
Lights on or off? on

all i do is listen to rilo kiley and be pissed

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:31:17 GMT

But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to

can i please get a re-do on this weekend!? PLEASE.

im over caring too much. shit.

on a good note, i guess my new neightbors are kinda cool. sike. really cool. this could be the solution to all of our problems!

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 02:02:51 GMT

fuck. just FUCK.

so what if i suck. im fuckin bored.

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 20:27:35 GMT

waitin till i gotta go to work is boring. i stole this from celeste myspace. i suck.
9 lasts...
last cigarette:
nope
last cigar:
see above.
last beverage:
water
last kiss:
zach kincaid
last movie seen:
boogeyman-worst movie EVER
last phone call:
fossil aka ryan wells
last cd bought:
okgo "oh no"
last bubble bath:
long time ago
last time you cried:
sometime last week im sure

8 have you evers...
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yep
have you ever skinny dipped: mmhmmm
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES.
have you ever lost someone you loved: like they died?
have you ever been depressed: clinically-nahhhh
have you ever been drunk and threw up: never thrown up no
have you ever been in a car accident: yes
have you ever watched someone die: no! sick freaks

7 states you've been to.
ohio, michigan, colorado, new york, massachusetts, florida, illonios

6 things you've done today.
1. went to school
2. drove
3. typed
4. cheated
5. obsessed
6. ate

5 favorite things in no order.
1. boys
2. volleyball
3. kissing
4. friends
5. ipods

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to.
1. ct
2. rachel
3. gunit
4. i tell everyone everything

3 wishes.
i cant answer this question. it would embarass me.

2 things you want to do before you die.
skateboard, a few people

1 thing you regret.
yeah im pretty sure we all know what i regret. ugh. i really regret it.

i dig boys in tight pants

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 00:18:37 GMT

being sick sucks.im so bored and all i do is think about suff that makes me depressed. plus they still dont even know whats wrong with me.fuuuuck. find out tomorrow i hope.

all i really gotta say is some people should learn to listen to their friends, theyre smart people. do what they say. FO REAL. ha.

bad timing is cool. and so are irony and assuming things. sike. laaaaame.

i got until march 4th...think i can pull it off? naaahhhhh, i wissshhhh

o yeah and i love ryan wells. and gabes ok too.

this music makes me sad, cuz of what i cant have

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 03:55:21 GMT

i really cant believe myself sometimes. i think ive hit a new kind of low. i want to rewind back to christmas break, or october or something. fuck.

dayum dood

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 21:53:03 GMT

mang!!! i might have fucking mono again!! goddamnit. i really dont want to get a blood test. UGH. im bored at home...so im doing this sweeeetassss survey.

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
searched...no... caught in sexual acts...yes...
2.Do you close your eyes on rollercoasters?
yeah sometimes
3. When's the last time you've been sleigh riding?
um no one goes sleigh riding
4.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
DUH
5. Do you believe in Ghosts?
not really
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
yeah pretty much
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
prolly
8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
jennifer
9. Can you honestly say you know anything about politics?
yeah i know some stuff, im no expert
11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
nah almost 24 a couple times with ct tho
12. Do you kill bugs that are in the house?
if theyre scary
13. Have you ever cheated on a test?
uh yes
14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around..do you go through red lights.
i did one time, but i was a little drunk, i would try not to tho
15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
as hard as it is to believe there are things ive never told anyone
16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
red sox
17. Have you ever Ice Skated?
back in the day
18. How often do you remember your dreams?
hardly ever, i wish i did, so i could read the fortune telling book at fossil about them
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you were crying?
hmmm... i dunno
20. Can you name 5 songs by The Beatles?
uhh huh
22. Do you believe in love at first sight?
i dunno about love... lust fa sho
23. Do you know who Ba-Ba-Booey is?
uhh.... no...
24. Do you always wear your seat belt?
yep all the time
25. What talent do you wish you had?
skate boarding!!!
26. Do you like Sushi?
no.sick.
27. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident?
yes.
28. What do you wear to bed?
usually nuthin, btu if therye are people sleepin over some sweat pants and shirt
29. Have you ever been caught stealing?
nah im slick and shit
30.Does size matter?
HAHAHA. not to meee. im pretty sure everyone in my english class knows it doesnt, thanks sara.
31. Do you truly hate anyone?
umm... i guess not truly.
32. Rock and Roll or Rap?
ha who calls its rock and roll
33. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
jake gyllenhaal as donnie darko
34. Do you have a relative in prison?
my cousin bobby might be
35. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror like your favorite singer?
not like my favorite singer but yeah i sing in front of the mirror
36. Do you know how to play chess?
not at all
37. What food do you find disgusting?
olives. 2% milk.
38. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours first?"
sorta
39. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
dood who hasnt.
40. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
yeah
41. Have you ever been punched in the face?
yeah man fuck my fat lil bro
42. When is the last time you threw up from drinking too much?
neva
43. Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater?
yeah, the cider house rules
44. Do you ever sit through a bad movie, just to see how bad it can get?
yeah i guess
45. Would you consider yourself obsessed with anything/anyone?
zach kincaid. hahahahahahahahaha. this question is hilarious if you know me.
46. Have you ever met someone famous that you really wanted to meet?
no the only famous person ive ever met is jaime bell.
47. Have you ever been stood up?
sorta.
48. When's the last time you screamed at the top of your lungs?
in my car along with 70 x 7 prolly. LAMEO.
49. Did you ever do something that you didn't want to, but did anyways just to fit in?
uhh huh
50. Was this fun?
it wasted time.

neewww yeaaars

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 02:17:56 GMT

"to 2006 and fuckin boys"=our champange toast

if the rest of the year is anything like new years, lets just say its gonna be one sweet ass year.

so uh...

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 01:10:38 GMT

i want YOU

to want ME

p.s. exams are gay...so is working, but i love my boyfriend zach. ha.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 03:04:37 GMT

my weekend=

ct ALLSTAR 9125:so
ct ALLSTAR 9125: about that list
hottamale477: so lets go
hottamale477: +haning out in coffe shop
hottamale477: -not meeting up with anyone else
ct ALLSTAR 9125: no were only making + cool points duh
hottamale477: +lying about where we were going
ct ALLSTAR 9125: otherwise we just feel dum
ct ALLSTAR 9125: haha yes
hottamale477: well we gotta balance them out
ct ALLSTAR 9125: + meeting a hs drop out
hottamale477: and see if we end up on top
ct ALLSTAR 9125: +being offered drugs by a hs drop out
ct ALLSTAR 9125: +being called by a hs drop out
hottamale477: +getting hit on by him
ct ALLSTAR 9125: + hes hot
hottamale477: -him not calling me back today
ct ALLSTAR 9125: hmm
ct ALLSTAR 9125: +riding in a car with you (breaking rules)
hottamale477: -get all done up for nothing
hottamale477: +being sexxxxy
ct ALLSTAR 9125: haha
hottamale477: +hot boys texting me
hottamale477: -gettin weak off eachother
ct ALLSTAR 9125: that isnt a minus
ct ALLSTAR 9125: god
hottamale477: o youre right
hottamale477: +dairy queen
ct ALLSTAR 9125: thats like a minus
ct ALLSTAR 9125: thats basically whitetrrash icecream
hottamale477: ITS A PLUS FUCKER
hottamale477: uh
hottamale477: youre a whore
ct ALLSTAR 9125: well i cant say you are, because apparantly keagan thinks your not
hottamale477: keagan dropped out of highschool
hottamale477: he said i didnt seem like a slut
hottamale477: he knows nothing
hottamale477: +piercings
ct ALLSTAR 9125: oh yeah
ct ALLSTAR 9125: what part is that called
hottamale477: fuck i dont know
ct ALLSTAR 9125: labret
hottamale477: what
ct ALLSTAR 9125: its a labret piercing
hottamale477: did oyu look that up online
ct ALLSTAR 9125: if i was cool and risky and extremely xhardxcorex and it would go away whenever i wanted then i would completely get one
ct ALLSTAR 9125: kind of
ct ALLSTAR 9125: i already knew it
ct ALLSTAR 9125: but i checked it online
hottamale477: hahahha
hottamale477: ok
hottamale477: youre really XhardcoreX
ct ALLSTAR 9125: hahahah right
ct ALLSTAR 9125: i am
hottamale477: actaully be both are
hottamale477: *we
ct ALLSTAR 9125: basically
ct ALLSTAR 9125: we really just are
hottamale477: no shit

celeste and i are most likely the coolest people you will ever meet

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 21:10:11 GMT

im jealous

pressing hard against your jeans

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 23:33:49 GMT

im so bored without swimming.

SALTY=my life.

awesome.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 21:23:18 GMT

dear life,
stop sucking. IMMEDIATELY.
love,
ellie

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 02:14:20 GMT

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 28 people about this game.
• brad is the one that you love.
• john is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about celeste.
• chap is the one who knows you very well.
• rachel is your lucky star.
• let me go is the song that matches with brad.
• wasted and ready is the song for john.
• dont look back in anger is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and everlasting lvoe is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

i thought this was funny.

china gahden buffet is tasty

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 16:35:32 GMT

wow so i probly havent updated in like forever, but whatevs. i never feel like i have anything to say that means anything to anyone, so in short this thing is worthless. but seeing as LC commented and told me update it i guess i might. plus im really wondering how that whole beard thing is workin out for her. haha.

ben folds was so good, and i love this song....sigh...

gah, catharine had a party last night and i was actually invited. too bad i couldnt go , and ended up babysitting/priming walls. i pretty much have the coolest weekends ever.

seniors last weekend was coo i guess. it was tight to see a few of the clipper boys that i know, but mostly it was sweet to have really deep conversations with erica and melissa. yeah thats right deep conversations and melissa. wow. haha jk kid you know i got nothin but love. and hang out with some other people too, and talk in weird ass voices with ct. ah good times. i did it to my mom the onther day and she was liek what the hell are you doing!??!?! yeah its defiantely too bad i swam ridiculously bad this whole season tho. how mother fing worthless.and meghan higgins beat me in the 200 free. salty.

anyways, celeste finally put our pictures from france on her picture website thing. every one should look at them and see how we are amazingly cool.

yeah school sucks, but at least i probly have a b in wilkersons class. well mayeb not cuz that bitch will nto even round shit. uh thats so mean. whatevs, everything else about school isnt really that bad i guess i was a little bit exaggerating when i said it sucked. maybe not, but my absolutely hilarious encouters with post-it boy makeit all worth while. god the hilarity.

im sorry im babbling but im really goddamn bored. anyways, o yeah the best news EVER. im thinkin h.glorious is quitting the volleyball team. this might be the best thing ever. i guess its really mean to say , but its not like shes just weird. shes weird and a bitch and she thinks she can beat me in swimming. what the fuck? ha thats a laugh. all i know is that unlike somepeople...cough...hannah..cough...im not hideously ugly, i can semi-play volleyball, and my boyfriend doesnt weigh 300 pounds. yeah im a bitch. but if you met her, i think youd understand where im coming from with this one. i mean i know LC and sara have my back on this one.plus it gets pretty frustrating after she brings down the cuteness facotr of our team like 239847238947392875693847569382745 times.

hi john! way to talk to me the last couple weeks. not.its ok tho i can take a hint. i shouldnt even have mentioned your name, but seeing as i promised i would its only fair.haha.o and i still have your money, i guess ill have to come give it to you sometime.

anyways, maybe? hangin out with brad tonight. i hope so. and then AA's tom. night with ct. then...NO SCHOOL MONDAY. cool life,im probly gettin my ipod/computer looked at. thank go dim goin crazy without it. and then buying hair ribbons with hannah- ball that is. i guess the rest of this weekends lookin up...?

ah weekend...

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 03:33:29 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRADLEY!!!! too bad you still cant drive.im only kidding, ok not really is really is too GODDAMMED BAD.

i pretty much hate my life now. the amount my dad and mom chose to talk about my dads engagement really is sickening. ive really had more hten enough of it and its making me so fuckign mad. uh awesome life. i really dont know how im gonna deal with this. any ideas?

whatevs. new years was coo. seeing laura was also pretty cool , bah! i love you so much!it was tight spending some time with mah girls fo real. mad love. o yeah i would apologize for making anyone vomit, but im kinda past caring at this point. sorry.

gah school starts again tuesday , cool life. i hate school, i really need to do better this quarter. i think my new years resolution should be to actualyl try in something. be it school or swimming, whatever i just need to put effort forth in my life, im becoming to damn worthless...

...for the most part.ha except i hung out with gunit, gus, and bo yesterday. all i need to describe it is one word. interesting. yeah, thats it. see ya next saturday , right boys? niiiice. ha.

a blue eyed boy meets a brown eyed girl

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 02:08:45 GMT

ah sweet life. colorado sucked horribly. christmas wasnt much better, well, that sounds wrong, i was def coo with the few presents i got ( cuz were apparently poor atm, EVEN THOUGH MY FUCKING DAD IS IN NY WITH BRIDGET. EW), but the whole ritual itself of christmas was non exsistant, thus sucking tremendously. whatevs. im mega excited my love celeste got a phone! yay!

o yeah and my dad def told me 2 weeks ago that hes asking the whore to marry him. i pretty much hate my life now.

i miss everybody. bah.

but im still so happy to be home, and i love this song. yesss.

Ah! swimming tomorow morning, ima suck terribgly and im def scared of the hard practice,and o shit! i didnt get chase anything for secret santa...ill have to give him an iou (siiiike)

i still have lotsa xmas presents to buy/make.sweet how its the 26th .fuuuuuck.

...no ones home to find us out...

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 03:04:21 GMT

i really need to do something about this jealousy problem of mine. its really getting out of control. shoot me in the face.

the way that girl can break a heart, its like a work of art and this is the worst part ,she knows it

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 01:31:07 GMT

some things never change. its really annoying me . the same people always do bitchy things. and i still dont hate him, uh, i really wish i did. school always sucks and is terrible. there really is only one , or maybe 2 (celeste and rachel = #1) aspect of my life that doesnt annoy me currently. the other really only annoys me because boys catholic schools ruin my life. uh. whatevs, im gettin surgery mass soon. thank you god and break is soon. but that also means christmas training..ooo fuck.

i dont really know why i even bother updating. im bored i guess.

and with our roots, become a tree, to shade what we make under it

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 03:30:53 GMT

...sigh...

really ive nothing to say except...

self control, I HATE YOU!

R.I.P.

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 01:21:27 GMT

my dog died today. it was probably the saddest thing ive ever seen, but at least hes out of his misery. hell be missed. much love.

on a better note, my little sister is the most hilarious thing ive ever seen. i love her.

like 1 day until saturday aka best day ever. hell yes.

dont hold your love over my head.

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 14:50:43 GMT

"do you ever get the feeling that we started in the middle
have you ever had sense that we're lying just a little
i mean come on
its not like we've known ourselves that long"

yeah ive been reading celeste's entrys and they make me sad. we're both feeling the same thing, but i dont know what to do. and just for the record i dont think you hate me because of the stupid reason that people tell you, i know thats not even true. this song also makes me sad, and so does the weather. its the middle of the day and its so dark.bleh. uh i dont even know...

volleyballs good tho, we def won the favc champs, which was so tight, considering we're all big assed slutty whores, according to glen este of course. sike too bad we killed them, and elyse and i even played. yeah... they suck.o yeah , and i played in the mason game, and almost did kinda good.

first quarters over. finally. too bad the last week was one of the worst weeks ive had in so long. except that i got my temps, and my birthday , which was throughly wonderful of course.

um so yeah samantha's was pretty tiight. the girl next door= my new favroite movie. haha sike, but it is extra good and emile hirsh is in it. i pretty much am in love with him. adn teh texas chainsaw massacre is scarier the second time.

i finally hung out with garrett and bo. it was tight, and bo is mad cool.

happy birthday (yesterday) to adam and john mayer.

sweet life.

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 01:42:48 GMT

sike.

i think brads in trouble again, i called his house for like the second time in my life, and his mom said he was 'unavailable', and hes not answering his phone. if hes even grounded for longer i will kill myself. ok maybe not, but ill be EXTRA pissed.ugh.i really cannot even deal.

today did have its upsides tho, like our game! i set the entire third game, i didnt do tht good tho but whatevs, my dad said he was really proud of me, but thats nothing compared to the fact that chase and faber came! i am prety much completely in love with both of them, even tho thats kinda sick cuz they used to be my step cousins. whatevs, theyre in NO way blood related at all. just to get that one out there. but yeah my grandma told me she thinks chase has a crush on me. sweet. fabers hotter, but hes a little old for me... damn... god i am so kentucy. whatevs. word is my grandmas gonan get me the hookup. haha.

i haev a chemistry quiz tommorow, which majorly bites. im gonna fail. i know it. uh.

i hate it when people you think you know do things yo uwouldnt expect. it makes me kinda sad.

awww mother-fuckin yeah

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 21:54:49 GMT

ah! so anyways yesterday was a pretty tiight day. first we beat findlay-#2 in the state thanks very much. and i actually kinda played which was definately a plus. then homecoming at night, which was alrght. i went to dinner with liz sara miles peter and grififn, which was pretty fun, but the dance it self was only alright. i was glad i danced with tony, cuz i know how it is to be in his place, and it sucks. bah... speaking of... actually no id rather not get into that on account of i might throw up.oo well whatevs. anyways, everybody looked so cute,even tho me and kelly were twins, whatevs. um so JANES DATE=hot damn.yeah....

today my friend from cleveland called me today. it was the most random thign ever, but it made me happy to talk to her finally. shes coming into town and wants to go to stx game with me, which would def be cool. it kinda sucks tho bc how much shes changed and how different we are now, but itd be cool to hang out with her again.

i miss my swimming friends, i hte being so damn out of it. i was very glad i got to hang out with celeste last weekend tho. sweet.

i love sara! and im so very happy for her. hit that shit p-s, fo real.

im pretty much extra pissed that brad's mom is a nazi, but i really love my volleyball team! ahh yess.